Sunday, October 26, 2008

Underperformer


"I have always seen u as an underperformer", he told me this when v were chatting. His tone pretty serious.
I know y he was saying this and I could not really blame him also.He sincerely wants me to push forward in life,giving justice to my self, my karma and my karmic skills.
I never did.

"But who is performing here?! I am here to live and not to perform.....", I wanted to retaliate but Obviously I didnt.

Yes, He was right!

But sometimes it really hurts when pple give such tags ,watever be their intention, gud or bad.Ofcourse, I may not be aiming the stars Or I might be too lost in some fantacy world that I am not realising that the world has gone past me. Whatever it is, I believe that the word when used on humans is really a misnomer.

There is a saying in malayalam...., "onnu chathu matonninu valamakuka"-"one dies and becomes nutrition to another"- and the world has become too complex that the only rule that sells is this, be it among friends or relatives or in home or workplace.

If anyone had noticed me as an underperformer, then its just because that I dont want to thrive upon your flesh and that I am pretty content with myself as an underperformer...,for ever.

Well,those who want to perform, plz perform. And I will stay back happily watching their performance!


Signed: Sreeram R Warrier :)