Monday, October 31, 2005

Another Deadline Hit...!!

Now a days while thinking about adding an entry in here, I always iterate these lines silently.
“30 days hath September, April June and Novermber…..”
Ok, I got an extra day this time.. Good!!!
And that extra day is today…. Gosh!!!
Another deadline hit!!!
Sigh!!
My PL, and for that matter even My blog, all are harsh on me.
They always threaten me by reminding me of the time frame within which I have to complete the duties assigned to me. They always threaten me by flashing that magical figure, the so-called “Deadline”.
The mad rush, the frantic efforts to finish off the duties, the unknown accidental mistakes committed in between, while chasing a deadline-the hidden bugs-, their re-entry, may be in new forms and complexity, at a later time, while chasing another deadline, the extra efforts I have to put in to kill those earlier bugs and the creation of new bugs in this process, are all part of the game. So is the divine bliss, when the deadline is over.

I have already had a number of deadlines and I know, the Confidential Report-the balance sheet of my office work-, is getting bulky. I have enjoyed Promotions as well as foul words. I see a cycle of events in these, repeating itself in a specific predefined manner, every time.
And I know that for every event, for every experience, for every aspect in nature that repeats itself in a cyclic way, we can find something similar, something bigger, something happening in a higher dimension, and that is nature’s way of doing things. Have you ever felt so??
I know that one day even God Almighty will turn harsh on me...
The day, when I will be lying on my deathbed,
Waiting for that final tick, thinking over those that I have done in the allowed time frame,
My life.
The memories, good and bad.
The Feeling of joy and guilt.
And the feeling of the end, nearing…..
All erupting out in a final jerk, a relief to the pain in the voids of the mind.
And The balance sheet, that of Heaven or Hell......
Then a new deadline, the time frame to repent over the hidden bugs in the past deadline and probably to do some justice to all those who were affected by those bugs- A new life, and a new karma, -!!!

This cycle repeats……


Yes, I do believe in life after death!!!
Do u??
Signed: Sreeram R Warrier.

Oh!! I wanted to write something today, before the deadline is over. And as usual I have gone with another crappy stuff. Anyways, I will write something worthy in the next month.
Hey, There is always a second time.
Believe me!!