Thalayanamanthram!!

Prologue:

In Cyber Town, a browsing centre in Kottayam. Now sitting in between two chicks . A fair one to my right and a dark yet cute girl to my left (whose Y! id which i foundout to be deepasusanxx, where xx=a number!! ;) Wow!!

Chapter 1.

Came home early this morning as my father was not that well. He says, he has a mild fever. I seriously doubt that now a days, he is making a conscious attempt to have something like this or a muscle pain, or atleast a cold for the weekend. And then calls me, to see whether I am coming or not on that weekend. ;) Poor He. This is the first time in his life that he is swamped in loneliness.

Usually, on every month when I reaches home , I observe atleast one dramatic change in him.Recently I watched this in absolute shock and disbelief when my father called my mother to see a malayalam mega serial (forgot its name!). My father, as I know him, is someone who is not that much inclined towards such soapy things. Changed. Now there is no more competition for the remote control between them atleast. But in their agreement at this , the one who had to suffer the most is poor me. She gave me a cute smile when I asked her on how she managed to drag him into this.And then said in a low voice making sure that my father is nowhere near.

"Thalayanamanthram"!! ;)

This is one reason why I respect girls. They got immense potentials in them.First recognized by Indra, who had sent Menaka to distract Viswamithra from his Yaga, now this same principle is being put into effect by most of the I.T companies as well as the consulting agencies. They recruiting cute voices as their HR personals!

Epilogue:

One of my junior gals from electrical, recently got appointed as the HR of IBS,Technopark. I predict a grand shoot in their sharevalue.

Signed Sreeram R.Warrier

Seeking Truth.....

Mind was kinda blocked for the past one year i guess...Or more???
Yeah, I was laughing, joking, and having fun all these times but deep inside I always felt that something is missing. And I always had this feeling haunting me.

"Sreeram,You are missing something." My innervoice.

The most sickening part of all these is that I am still unable to sense what it is that is missing. Only thing I know is that it haunts me!!! It works as if someone is remainding me of something, in a strange way, giving me clues that i am not able to understand. Sometimes in a frightening way, questioning even my own existence. Or I must put that in a different way, the purpose of my existence.

I am a firm believer of Karma. I believe that each individual's very existence is to perform that Karma before going back to where he/she came from. We are equipped with special skills to perform that special duty. Focussing the energy,the skills, on that special duty, and performing it without compromise, I guess, is the way to Moksha. This is one reason why I really envy those soldiers who gave their life for the motherland. A noble cause, they knew it, and performed it without fall. This is the same reason why I admire researchers, scientists, scholars and all those big and small people who blindly follow some strange concepts,which they claim to be truth,reality.... God bless them!!

How long will it take for me to understand that special duty of mine,I wonder!!! Yeah! I am an ignorant creep, unable to realise my life goal.

Or do i already know it????

Signed Sreeram R.Warrier