"OMG!!"
"He hasnt changed a bit, my boy!!"
"When will you learn to keep things neat???"
Sreeram's World is a sphere of activities, and this blog gives you some extracts from those.
"OMG!!"
"He hasnt changed a bit, my boy!!"
"When will you learn to keep things neat???"
"I have always seen u as an underperformer", he told me this when v were chatting. His tone pretty serious.
I know y he was saying this and I could not really blame him also.He sincerely wants me to push forward in life,giving justice to my self, my karma and my karmic skills.
I never did.
"But who is performing here?! I am here to live and not to perform.....", I wanted to retaliate but Obviously I didnt.
Yes, He was right!
But sometimes it really hurts when pple give such tags ,watever be their intention, gud or bad.Ofcourse, I may not be aiming the stars Or I might be too lost in some fantacy world that I am not realising that the world has gone past me. Whatever it is, I believe that the word when used on humans is really a misnomer.
There is a saying in malayalam...., "onnu chathu matonninu valamakuka"-"one dies and becomes nutrition to another"- and the world has become too complex that the only rule that sells is this, be it among friends or relatives or in home or workplace.
If anyone had noticed me as an underperformer, then its just because that I dont want to thrive upon your flesh and that I am pretty content with myself as an underperformer...,for ever.
Well,those who want to perform, plz perform. And I will stay back happily watching their performance!
Signed: Sreeram R Warrier :)
Here I am, once again in front of you!
Like always, I will try my best to not to cook up any stories or exaggerate any events just to convince you (and myself) that the world around me is still ticking or something is happening at least. It seems like my Life is showing up new sign of activities, and there are a few things worth mentioning.
If I remember it correctly (just a style of writing, actually it is correct!), I wrote my first blog entry on a sleepy afternoon in office inorder to save my head from colliding with the desk (to be frank, my head had several narrow escapes…). I would like to give a full glass of chilled beer to that person who found out that, “History repeats itself”. Look at me……Here I am trying to save my head again. Oh, it repeats!!
So, how long it has been since I posted anything in my blog?? Almost one year, I suppose. The ‘one entry per month’ rule was working just fine for me and then it turned out to be a tough one to meet. I was doing brilliantly in the initial days, meeting every deadline. But later, I failed miserably and I know where it went wrong and why. I had taken a silent oath that promised to change the above rule into a new ‘one entry per week’ rule. The rationale behind such a step was that, with this new rule, I thought, I should be able to energize my bio-psycho-physiological daemons to work harder and…….., and I’ll end up with at least one post per month….Curse me only; it worked and I went off completely!
Coming to think about this, it is not the first time that events similar to these had happened in my life. I remember my struggle to get up in the morning and in sync with my time piece alarm set to 6:00 am. Initially I kept it near to my pillow so that I could hear the alarm even in dead sleep. But then, I just stopped it and went back to sleep. This same incident repeated for weeks. I did a self analysis and found out the real problem, which is, the time piece is kept within hand reachable distance. So, the next night I kept it away with the volume at its maximum. The alarm went out and I had to get up from bed to turn it off so that I can continue my sleep. Ooopz! The former setup was better! And after that realization, I was never quite worried about getting up at a fixed time in the morning. I somehow managed to do it at my own leisure!
This is me.
Have u ever stayed in awe watching a leaf falling onto the ground after repeatedly drawing many imaginary circles with the wind??? Have u ever wondered where it would ultimately touch the land??? Well, I have, and now I realize……
That leaf is my life itself.
Yea, as always, I dragged a bit. But I know, by this time you might have already accustomed with me and these habits. So, what I wanted to say is that, I have left my roots behind and went ahead for making some money. Very much unlike me, I know, but that’s the truth. It has been almost two months now since I left Trivandrum, Althara temple, Vellayambalam, my friends there, and all those funs. I am not looking back into those aspects or rethinking on my decision as I had done all those prior to accepting this offer from an MNC. But still………..
While I was roaming about the streets of Trivandrum, there was one thing that I could have done. I could have resumed my music lessons. I was in the lookout for a good teacher for more than 3 years, but failed to find any. Surprising, isn’t it? Now I wonder that whether I will repeat the same stuff here also. Anyways, at the age 27, I have started to take my singing a little more seriously. I have told most of my friends here to find a guru for me so that I can resume my classical music training. One big advantage of asking ur friends help in getting a music teacher is that they will be forced to think that u r a good singer and this feeling u can inject in them without even making a whistle. But seriously, I am beginning to realize the importance of this and how much I value the singer in me. If you find a “gud voice” with “exceptional singing abilities” in Yahoo chat room Kerala: 2, doing all that he can do to stay on the mic and sing, ignoring the threats and foul words of his fellow roomies, then it’s probably me! No, I don’t reply to PMs, but I do send them a lot….. So, if u r lucky, then I will catch u!
Now, don’t think that I am waiting for bumping into a cute girl. These days, I have become very cautious while meeting a new girl. My friends in Trivandrum, almost always used to tease me that whenever I make a new friendship from the opposite gender pool, she is destined to get married within the next 6 months. They say that after knowing me, these girls get convinced that there are worse things in life and there after, they accept their destiny, happily. The situation is so worse that my friends even tell me that they have a friend whose marriage is not yet over and I must talk a few words with her (just a few words, not more!). I console myself that most of the girls whom I meet these days are at the verge of getting married and it has nothing to do with my looks. But it has got into my nerves. If I loose my job here, I’ll open a phone booth, where unmarried ladies can talk to me over BSNL, wait for the next six months and get married to someone…………
Sounds funny???
Yea!
Signed: Sreeram R Warrier..... :-/
Five Yummy Things
Querry: Can i include the names of ladies here???? :))
Five Songs I know by heart
In the order of first come first typed.
Five Things I'd do If I had Money
Haha! I would do nothing at all.Just sit back and relax in the comfort of any of my cottages spread across the globe.:))
Or may be at that time, I would be longing to lead the life of a common man, which is I am now!Who knows....!!
Other than these, I would
To be frank, I don’t know what I’d do.Ofcourse I would spend them like crazy,purchasing everything I like.
Disclaimer: Watever I have written here are purely instantaneous. Any similarity to that of an extravagant person is truly by chance.Hmmm, say 50:50???
Places I Escape to
TV Shows
Only on weekends, when I am at home!! ;)
Five Things I Can't Live Without
Five Things I Can Live Without
(The last two were only for filling up the vaccant spaces....I dont drink or smoke.So entry 4 is irrelevant. Partying,hmm, well.... is nothing spectacular here. Is just a get-together kind of...)
Five Favourite Ethnic Cuisines
I liked this one ;)
Five best places to visit
I am not sure whether this refers to those 5 places where I have been before or those places where I wish to go in the future. I take it in the latter sense.
( Accompanying music- "Swapnangal swapnangale, Ningal swargakumarikalallo"
Film-Kavyamela
Music-DakshinaMurthy.
Singers- Yesudas, P.Leela )
Done. ;)
Now the formality. Must tag this on un-known innocent bloggers. This is the same philosophy behind "I dont care even if i am dead as long as U too r with me." Sounds romantic ha? ;)
Chosen ones, not many actually. They might have been tagged already .Who cares!
Sujith , All of u.Suffer! :-/
Datsoulfox! ;)
Signed: Sreeram R.Warrier ;)
20/6/2006, 20:50 IST
Intruder, Tagged! U too suffer!
Lols :))
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